Tag: mindfulness

  • August 28, 2024

    It’s incredible how the world responds to our own “things.” Some time ago, during a walk in the countryside, I saw an amazing barn made of old stone. Surrounded by a beautiful setting — forests, fields, and a small herd in the paddock. It was about three weeks ago. Yesterday, I went back there. With my little Piździk. From the moment I arrived, I was dazzled by the perfectly done concrete, shining brilliantly in the sun, and on it a barking black spot with a blue collar. The dog ran up to me, wagging its tail. This cheeky guy taught me I could go further to two small houses where the owners live. I was greeted by an absolutely overwhelming smell of cooking. Despite trying to get the cook’s attention by knocking on doors and windows, I couldn’t distract Irek from his cooking. Luckily, I felt quite awkward wandering on someone’s private land — then Basia, Irek’s wife, came out from the other house and showed me around. Such kind people. Such a beautiful place. And guess what — I can do a photoshoot of Bon in front of that divine barn/stable. It’ll happen in September — we just need to set a date. The photographer already knows ;)

    Alright, maybe now is the best moment to get to the point. Bon literally saved me. For a long time, I wondered how this could help someone else — “this” meaning contact with a “hairy therapist.” I’ve already mentioned Karolina from Horse Spirit. I think this woman helped me understand what Plusz has done for me. As the facilitator herself writes:
    “Horses perceive us holistically, treating us as a whole and showing us the areas within ourselves that currently need our attention. These include setting boundaries, good communication, self-awareness, courage to act, decision-making, and building trust in the world.”

    Karolina also writes about her method, Horse Assisted Education: (…) it’s a type of learning similar to what accompanies us since childhood, engaging the whole person in discovering the world and developing skills. It activates not only intellect but also intuition, bodily awareness, and emotions, which reinforce what we have learned. This learning process involves the limbic system, the part of the brain called the mammalian brain, which controls emotions, behaviors, and drives typical for the species. The limbic system also stores motor and long-term memory. Experiences with horses strongly engage this system. Thanks to this process, previously unconscious competencies and skills become activated.”

    https://horsespirit.pl/witaj-swiecie
  • Good morning, still very July-like,

    Good morning, still very July-like,

    I had a “crash” two days ago. I’ll quietly admit — I forgot about my pharmacy visit for two days. Really, I just forgot. My trip to get my meds was a cruel journey — not to mention the mental torment, torn by guilt, but also the physical aspect of dealing with the lack of chemistry in my head. Ringing in my ears, dizziness. Of course, I can only write about myself and my experiences — and while I think I have some control over the Demons, my body, having been in survival mode for so long, is now throwing various things at me. There are days — one or two a week — when I have absolutely no strength for anything. Physically. I can’t get off the couch. I do the necessary, essential tasks but totally without energy. Once, this was terrifying to me — how can I waste the day so stupidly when there’s so much to do at home, in the garden, etc.? Today, I surrender to it.
    I’m learning to listen to the body that wraps the divine mind, on which so much depends. It can make you your best friend or your worst enemy. One that’s obsessed, crushing itself. Exceptionally self-destructive. Okay, enough — despite everything, the learning process is (in my opinion) the most beautiful life process. Getting to know yourself is important, but the attempt to face your own fears, limitations, and finally change the beliefs that restrict your growth — that’s one hell of a ride!

  • June – the end

    June – the end

    Once my favorite month – June – maybe because of my birthday. You know, recently I was counting to make sure I really am as old as I am – and yes, that’s correct. I don’t want it to be any different. A bit of a pity. A pity, but probably only because of my energy levels. Yesterday at training, my whole body hurt as if it was screaming: “Re laaaxxxxx…!” For a moment, I thought about getting off the saddle, but in the end, we did yielding in walk – considering the movements with Plushie, we invented a gait before the walk :)) – it was exceptionally hard. Trotting was better. Training done, always “a little” progress.

    By the way – I’ve been wondering since yesterday what it really means to do something “in tribute” – what does it really mean, beyond the obvious definition you’d find on Wikipedia:
    Homage (Latin: homagium) – a ceremony of solemn feudal contract. During it, homage was paid: the vassal would kneel before their lord and solemnly swear loyalty, promising to assist the lord in counsel (consilium) and to offer military aid (auxilium). Then came investiture, the formal granting of the fief to the vassal.

    In common understanding, paying tribute means nothing less or more than an expression of respect, recognition, devotion, and honor. Well.