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Spojrzenie \u2013 szczeg\u00f3lnie dzi\u015b. Szczeg\u00f3lnie, poniewa\u017c w cyklu ( moim ), depresyjnym s\u0105\ntakie chwile, kiedy du\u017co si\u0119 zmienia, a dyktowane to jest... zapominalstwem mym i\nprzerwie w \u201edostawie chemii\u201d do m\u00f3zgu, w kt\u00f3rym zasz\u0142y przecie zmiany. Nie powinnam\no tym pisa\u0107 pewnie, bo niedozwolonym jest w leczeniu depresji samowolne odstawienie\nlek\u00f3w. Kiedy zatem jestem naprawd\u0119 sob\u0105 \u2013 kiedy bior\u0119 proszki, czy kiedy je\nodstawiam, chc\u0105c przekona\u0107 si\u0119, na ile jestem w stanie u\u0142adzi\u0107 odurzon\u0105 chemi\u0105 we\nmnie Besti\u0119, kt\u00f3ra ka\u017ce zaciska\u0107 mi bole\u015bnie szcz\u0119ki, powoduj\u0105c \u015bcieranie z\u0119b\u00f3w. Kt\u00f3ra\npodst\u0119pnie szepcze mi do ucha: \u201e olej g\u0142upc\u00f3w, gardzisz nimi \u2013 poka\u017c to!\u201d. W zamian za\nto, proponuje mi niezno\u015bny szum w uszach, uci\u0105\u017cliwy pisk. Nakazuje g\u0142owie \u201ekr\u0119ci\u0107 si\u0119\u201d\nokrutnie, nie nad\u0105\u017caj\u0105c niejako za obrazem, powoduj\u0105c bolesne uczucie odosobnienia,\nniesp\u00f3jno\u015bci, agresji. Potworze, Potworze czy ju\u017c zawsze b\u0119dziemy tak sobie w niemal\npe\u0142nej symbiozie \u017cyli?!? Czy jedynym na Ci\u0119 sposobem, jest chemiczne og\u0142uszenie?!? Czy\nje\u015bli teraz zakochuj\u0119 si\u0119 w kim\u015b, to ja czy Ty, Podst\u0119pna \u017bmijo?? Nienawidz\u0119 Ci\u0119, a\njednocze\u015bnie \u2013 arogancko i zupe\u0142nie absurdalnie cichute\u0144ko uwielbiam, bo mam nad\nTob\u0105 przewag\u0119 farmakologiczn\u0105. Pozory. Jednakowo\u017c, pozwalasz mi zobaczy\u0107 w sobie\nhistorie, o jakich nigdy wcze\u015bniej nie \u015bni\u0142o mi si\u0119.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

A look \u2014 especially today. Especially because in my (depressive) cycle, there are moments when a lot changes, and this is dictated by\u2026 my forgetfulness and a break in the \u201cchemical supply\u201d to the brain, where, after all, changes have occurred. 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