{"id":1538,"date":"2024-01-02T09:17:13","date_gmt":"2024-01-02T09:17:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonaequine.com\/?p=1538"},"modified":"2025-08-12T18:33:54","modified_gmt":"2025-08-12T18:33:54","slug":"january-2024","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonaequine.com\/pl\/january-2024\/","title":{"rendered":"Stycze\u0144 2024r."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Czasem jest si\u0119 tak bardzo samotnym \u2013 nawet w\u015br\u00f3d ludzi \u2013 \u017ce wyuczy\u0142am si\u0119 , jak\nwygodnie umo\u015bci\u0107 si\u0119 w tym \u2013 by\u0107 mo\u017ce \u2013 samolubnym \u0107wiczeniu \u201ewielbienia\u201d siebie.\nNajprzyjemniej mi z dala od populacji. Zarozumiale przys\u0142uchuj\u0119 si\u0119 temu, o czym m\u00f3wi\u0105\nbez ch\u0119ci zrozumienia. Potrzebuj\u0119... siebie. Tak okrutnie za sob\u0105 t\u0119skni\u0119. Straci\u0142am si\u0119\nprzez te lata ch\u0119ci przypodobania si\u0119 innym. Moje cia\u0142o wysy\u0142a sygna\u0142y. 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